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Motherless daughters From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1190 days old)
I'm reading this book by Hope Edelman.. it is helping in some way.. if helping means helping my tears to melt down.. yesterday my boyfriend's mum asked me :"how is the book you're reading? any intere… more
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I hate a colleague of mine From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1191 days old)
By the way.. what do you do whe you truly can't stand a colleague anymore? She is just the typical person who wants to be a victim and the supervisors as usual don't recognize it and think: oh, poor … more
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10 months From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1191 days old)
It has been 10 months today.. 10 months that you left me.. God knows where you are now.. I hope, if you still exist in some form, that you are happy where you are now and no longer suffering I … more
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weird feeling From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1385 days old)
weird feeling today as a rebirth as a will to live life to its fullest as a will to be in love again as a will to be in the sun with a new lover just a will nothing more just a will… more
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2005 review From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1406 days old)
I need to start from Nov 2004. November 04: -The most horrible month of my life. 2/11/04 I took a flight with my staff travel and went back home, thinking I was going to come back after few days… more
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Destiny From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1407 days old)
there have been some epiphany moments in my life.. looking back to them I can clearly recognize them now like last year at the hospital.. the IFO in Rome.. we were still doing all the tests for my mu… more
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The happy family From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1407 days old)
yesterday i went to my parents' in law for dinner.. they were celebrating with home made pizza the time with her daughter, who is back in italy for her holidays..lucky them.. how much do i hate just p… more
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dreamless From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1410 days old)
I'm reading the Alchemist, by Paulo Coehlo. It does say: "when someone really wants something, the whole universe helps him/her to achieve it" so I'm asking myself what i really want to achieve? Have… more
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Xmas party II From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1410 days old)
it was extremely boring.. like a very long wedding, with old fashioned dances and everyone excited for such stupid things..was it really so bad or it was my mood? if i only could take some salsa lesso… more
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Xmas Party From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1415 days old)
I'm going to my very first company Xmas party in Italy.. apparently Xmas parties here are quite boring and everyone feels like obliged in a way to go, while they really would like to be elsewhere.. W… more
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Tears From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1418 days old)
mmm...what did I write last time? that I was cold and without emotions? well, the way in which my feelings just literally melt down lately was just unbelievable.. I've been crying a lot, every singl… more
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standing cold From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1425 days old)
So.. I'm back. On the blog I mean. It's been a long time since I last wrote. The thing is, many things have happened lately, and yet it feels like life is holding on..it's standing still. Even if th… more
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an embrace of Life and Death From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1483 days old)
an embrace of Life and Death, the last goodbye, goodbye Mum, I love you, my tears on my face, her sight on me, I'm sure she understood my love, she understood everything before falling asleep, in a bi… more
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back to St. Albans.. From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1483 days old)
ok, I made up my mind for now.. what i really need is to be on my own, with some good old friends and track back the thread of my life.. if i find the courage to do this- and i sincerely hope I will … more
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Bereavement From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1485 days old)
so.. I'm on my own now.. Mum is gone.. she flew away with the angels.. if they exist.. she suffered 11 months because of this evil desease.. cancer I love you mum, I will never forget you, you'll be… more
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weird sunday From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1517 days old)
It's a weird day.. It could seem one of those endless sundays back in Italy, when all shops are closed and everybody is doind their "siesta", a lazy sunday with nothing to do.. But it's not like that.… more
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I'm NOT happy tonite From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1529 days old)
actually I'm really pissed off. With my boyfriend. with my dad.with my brother in law. even with my boss. you know what? I'm pissed off with all the men that i know and get to talk on a daily basis. I… more
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I'm happy tonight.. From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1544 days old)
because my best friend just called me from abroad, because I'm still on hols, because my mum is fine, because there are a lot of good books i'd like to read..… more
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Why should I be so jealous? From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1544 days old)
ok, so I had to move back to Italy.. I had to leave a great job, leave a marvellous flat, leave all my best friends and leave St.Albans, where I most like living (and shopping..). One of my best frie… more
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Just got back home.. From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1546 days old)
Right.. just went out tonight.. and got back home now.. well, what can i say.. It was good fun, had few drinks, chatted a lot with an old friend (oh, my God she's a Dr. now, I can believe it, it seems… more
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How difficult it is to find a good blog hosting?? From
Ladybird
in My new treat..
(1546 days old)
I've been looking for at least two days all around the net for a good blog hosting website, but all of them have something which I don't really like.. arghh!!! I'll try with this one, now.. wish me g… more
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