there have been some epiphany moments in my life.. looking back to them I can clearly recognize them now
like last year at the hospital.. the IFO in Rome.. we were still doing all the tests for my mum, and didn't know the horrible response yet
We met one lady, with her father.. she looked at me and mum and said that she had lost her own mum of cancer two years ago.. she suffered terribly, also because she was pregnant (which at that time I thought was a wonderful thing, but I've changed my mind, I couldn't care for another human being right now). And then she said "Now there is my father.. and i have to care for him and come here to the hospital for his tests, and it's all right like that." But she was so deeply sorry, and you could tell that at the beginning she didn't want to care of her dad, and i'm sure must have preferred see her father dead, rather her mum..
Luckily mum couldn't hear properly.. and so she didn't listen to her destiny
I love you mum, always